Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Pathology.

Habari za leo!

Another photo essay:  a potpourri of the last week.


The White Coat Ceremony for the new interns in the surgical program.  I've been to only one White Coat Ceremony before, my own, where newly-minted doctors (or medical students, in my case) receive their brand new coat to signify the beginning of training.  During the event I was privileged to serve as the photographer.  For each of the residents the attendings said an aspect of their character that they admire, shared a verse or two, and then "coated" the resident.


One of the more enjoyable games to play at a training institution is to have the medical student interpret the grossly abnormal image.  It is an important game and an important part of learning: often the grossly abnormal images have something that is grossly wrong meriting intervention.  I took one stab at this one (combined hydropneumothorax) which was incorrect.  After looking at it for another ten seconds the light went on my head and I thought "what is to the left of the heart is not usually in the chest...it is in the belly!"  What had occurred was a traumatic diaphragmatic injury and the intestines (in this case, the transverse colon) wound up in the chest.  The repair went well and the patient is currently still recovering from her multiple other injuries.


Big news from Kenya: I will be a general surgery resident!  For the next five years the majority of my time will be spent at St. Joseph of Mercy Hospital in Ann Arbor, Michigan.  I am beyond thrilled and blessed to start there in July.  

The Match process is an odd one: every single medical student finds out on the same days whether or not they've matched and then where they matched.  It is a nervous/exciting time and this stress was slightly compounded by being in Kenya.  Last Friday I was sitting by the computer hitting the refresh button - you can see the Gmail loading screen on the larger monitor.  





        

The day after Match Day a number of the volunteers and I went on a trip for the weekend to the Massai Mara.  We were able to see a number of animals: elephants, lions, zebras, hippos, crocodiles, gazelles of many sorts, warthogs, and others.  More beautiful than the animals, though, was the landscape.   Mara actually means "spotted land" and one can see why: the plain is dotted with termite mounds and trees.  It was good to get away from the hospital.  While on the drive I thought of Psalm 19: "The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech".


Pathology: 

(at times one does not write things for others; one writes for one's own self)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUJQbmHp4wY

Yesterday I was working with Larissa, a talented general surgery resident at Brown who is also completing an away rotation at Tenwek.  It was to be the last case of the morning and we were in a bit of a rush to get finished as if we completed things on time we could make it time to actually eat, rather than inhale, lunch.  Cases are listed in the standard fashion: Patient name, Patient age, Patient sex, Patient ID number, Preoperative diagnosis, and Planned procedure.  SC, 25, Female, ______, Grade III Decubitus Ulcer, and Debridement of wound.

After hurrying anesthesia to get the room assembled the patient was rolled back into the room.  I was struck by how young, and yet how old the patient appeared.  One could tell that she was young and yet did not appear young; she had the appearance of chronic illness.  Her skin was sloughing.  Sitting in her chair she could barely sit up straight due to weakness and deconditioning and was in obvious discomfort.

Wound debridements are not complicated procedures: if the tissue is dead and will not heal, it needs to go and is only a hinderance to further progress.  It was a busy morning and I was just stepping in to help, so I was reading about the patient as she was being brought into the room.  

In summary, SC  contracted rheumatic heart disease as a child which lead to bacterial endocarditis causing salmonella sepis resulting in prolonged hospitalization which was what lead to her decubitus ulcers necessitating a debridement on the morning of March 23, 2015.

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Complex statements are best broken down into simple parts.

Strep throat is an exceptionally common condition which is exceptionally well-treated by penicillin.  (Penicillin was discovered in the 1930's. This was more than 75 years ago.)  If left untreated, strep throat can lead to rheumatic heart disease, which is an abnormality in one of the valves in the heart, the mitral valve.  Any time that a heart valve has an abnormality there is the potential for bacteria to grow on the abnormal heart valve, forming a vegetation which cannot be treated except by surgical removal and replacement of the valve.  Left untreated, these valves are prone to a condition called infective endocarditis, when bacteria grow on the abnormal valves,which causes someone to be chronically septic with bacteria living within the bloodstream.  Sepsis is a severe illness requiring prolonged hospitalization and IV antibiotics.  Prolonged hospitalization can lead to prolonged immobilization which puts prolonged pressure on certain points in the body, including the tailbone.  Over time the tissue loses its blood supply and dies.  Dead tissue falls away and leads to ulcers.

Woven into the story are so many places where proper care would have not lead us having to debride a 25 year old's grade III decubitus ulcer: timely treatment of strep throat, surgical management of her heart valve prior to developing endocarditis, simply turning the patient when she was septic and bedridden, tissue flaps for definitive coverage of her sacral wound, etc.

When we brought the patient up onto the operating table and exposed the wound I will never forget the waves of anger that washed over me.  The mood in the room changed in an instant from a quick case that was standing in our way before lunch to a direct and ugly encounter with suffering.

Her decubitus ulcer was a circular wound that was 8 inches in diameter and 2 inches deeps with a large piece of tissue in the wound hanging on by a thin strand that had clearly been dead for at least a week.  I could see the coccyx, or tailbone exposed, which meant that by definition it was infected.  Whitish fibrinous material coated the base of the wound.  The patient was put under sedation and remained comfortable while we removed the dead tissue to a point: one can only take so much before taking too much.  

For definitive closure of this wound she would have to have her sepsis treated, be placed on parenteral nutrition as she was evidently malnourished, have her heart valve replaced, and then have a complicated tissue flap be placed so that her would would heal.  I was aware of this while helping out with the debridement and it became clear that what we were doing was in actuality quite futile.  In addition to her debridement she needed to clear her sepsis, she needed a new heart valve, she needed a plastic surgeon to close her wound.

In light of a grade III decubitus ulcer on a 25 year old patient whose long spiral downward was punctuated by multiple points at which her course could be reversed one begins to question.  Why? Why is there no plastic surgeon here to give definitive closure? Why is it that a 25 year old has such a gaping wound?  Why is it that she has not been able to get a new heart valve?  Why was it that she was not treated appropriately for her strep throat while a child?  

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Pathology.

The pathology here at Tenwek is so advanced, advanced beyond anything I have seen during medical school.  This morning a 27 year old man died of a subclavian artery aneurysm.  A 2 year-old child with burns died while I was on service because she aspirated.  A 34 year old woman died because we couldn't close her abdominal wall long after her bowel perforated - this happened immediately after being pregnant she left behind many children; I helped to code the patient in the operating room.  A 28 year old man died from complications in the ICU after completely severing his spinal cord after falling.  A 68 year old woman is dying of her sigmoid colon cancer because she did not receive screening.  At 25 year old woman is dying of her infected heart valves.  I could go on and on.  I have only been here at Tenwek for two weeks.  Many of the missionaries here at Tenwek have been here for more than 15 years.

After a while the question ceases to be a "Why?", but a "How long, O Lord?  How long?"  And at times the questions progress to "How can God exist?"  This line of questioning leads to the abyss.

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I will always question "Why?" and even at times travel a distance down the dark road of questions. But the rock of Christ's passion returns me to what, by faith, has been revealed to me to be true: God himself has come and suffered along with us.


He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.  Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.  All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
Isaiah 53:3-6, KJV

BWANA akubariki na kukulinda,
BWANA akuangazie nuru ya uso wake na kukufadhili, 
BWANA akugeuzie uso wake na kukupa amani. 

-John

Sunday, March 15, 2015

Prayer and Work.

Habari za leo! (Good day!)

It is hard to believe, but I have been at Tenwek for nearly one week.  As is usually the case, time has flown.  Days are full with the work of the surgery service; nights are full with fellowship and sleeping.  Thus far when I've been on home call there has not any emergency cases going back, so I've actually been able to sleep.


To give a better idea of what life is like here for a visiting student, I present my next photo essay: Up the hill.


The guesthouse.  There are around 8 other visitors serving at Tenwek right now.  


The path leading from the guesthouse to the hospital.


The walk up the hill.  Bomet is a hilly town; Tenwek is at the top of a hill.  Nothing like a good walk uphill to get the blood flowing at 0557.


The staff gate to Tenwek.


Tenwek buildings.  The wards are all connected by covered walkways.  This is one of the large contrasts working at Tenwek vs. U of M: you're actually outside.  


On the right are the wards.  Found on the second floor are the ICU, Male and Female Surgical Wards; on the first floor is the High Dependency Unit (2nd ICU).


The entry to the OR, or Theatre.



There is a little library for the residents...


...filled with books on every single subspecialty.  There are a number of quite current editions, which makes reading quite enjoyable: colorful diagrams, latest evidence, etc.


One of the ORs.  Overhead lighting, anesthesia setup, manual bed.  There are 5: 3 general surgery, 2 orthopedics.


Myself with the scheduling board.

The day starts at 6AM with rounds. We see around 20-25 patients and depending on the day we either present the patients to the attendings (chart rounds) or have formal attending rounds.  Conference is usually from 7-8 and then cases start at 8:30.  The surgery services are busy and cases go until late in the afternoon.  During a break we will see the patients again in the afternoon and sign out happens at around 6PM.  On clinic days we will see around 80 people.  When on call residents will work for 36 hours and then get a night to sleep.  They have one night of call per week and then every other weekend.   Overall this is quite similar to surgery services I have been on in the past.

Prayer and work:
I am currently reading through Bonhoeffer's Life Together.  If you have the chance pick up a copy - it is a wonderful 100-page work on what it means to live in Christian community.  In his chapter entitled "The Day Together" he discusses the subject of Prayer and Work.

At Tenwek rounds begin with a devotional.  Prior to every case a prayer is said for the patient and for the surgeons doing the case.  On rounds a prayer will be said with a patient.  

It is written: "Be joyful always, pray continually, and give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."  Pray continually.

"The work does not cease to be work; on the contrary, the hardness and rigor of labor is really sough only by who knows what it does for him...But at the same time the breakthrough is made; the unity of prayer and work, the unity of the day is discovered; for to find, back of the "it" of the day's work, the "Thou" which is God, is what Paul calls "praying without ceasing".  Thus the prayer of the Christian reaches beyond its set time and extends into the heart of his work.  It includes the whole day, and in doing so, it does not hinder the work; it promotes it, affirms it, and lends it meaning and joy.  Thus every word, every work, every labor of the Christian becomes a prayer, not in the unreal sense of a constant turning away from the task that must be done, but in a real breaking through the hard "it" to the gracious Thou.  "Whatever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus"

Bonhoeffer: Life Together, p. 70-71, par. 3.

Hopefully everyone is well!

BWANA akubariki na kukulinda,
BWANA akuangazie nuru ya uso wake na kukufadhili, 
BWANA akugeuzie uso wake na kukupa amani.

-John

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Matatus, Tuktuks, and Tenwek. (Plus unofficial commentary.)

Hello all! 

I've safely arrived at Tenwek!  It was a big blessing that traveling went exceptionally smooth; everything went according to plan. 

(I was actually rather nervous about this: I did not know who would be picking me up from the airport, I did not know where I would be staying when I got into Nairobi, I did not know what time the bus left for Bomet from Nairobi.  Everything went very smoothly...God really blessed me with traveling mercies)

My journey to Tenwek, as told by a photo essay with titles and unofficial commentary:

(More photo essays to come in the future!)


Leaving DTW.
(My phone died on the plane.  I do not have any pictures from leaving Detroit until the ride to Tenwek.  Apologies for the gaping hole in the middle of this photo essay.)


On the road from Nairobi to Tenwek!  
(I took a Matatu, one of the vans that is quite affordable and easy to find.  When I arrived in Kenya I was collected by a contact of my friend from last time in Kenya, Dr. Karambu, James, who ensured that I made my way successfully from the airport to the hotel and from the hotel to the matatu stand.  Matatus are the way that Kenyans get around Kenya: fast, cheap, and moderately safe.)


In the Matatu!
(There are 12 people who fit in a  Matatu.  I was given the front seat, which I shared with another passenger.  Needless to say, it was a cramped 6 hours.  A benefit of sitting in the front was that I had great views out the passenger window of the scenery.  A cost was the fact that my left arm got rather sunburnt as it protruded from the vehicle along the course of the drive.  Alas, the costs of being a redhead.)


The Rift Valley.
(When driving west from Nairobi one runs into the Rift Valley, which extends all the way north as far as Ethiopia.  It is one of the more beautiful sights, descending on it from Nairobi.  Within the valley it is quite flat and one can see people herding their cows and goats.)


The matatu pulling away as I was dropped off in Bomet.
(From the matatu I took a tuktuk, or small motorcycle taxi, up the hill to Tenwek.  The trip cost me a total of 1,000 KSH, or $10, compared to $200 to have someone come special from Tenwek.  As one gets to Tenwek the flatness and dryness - we could see miniature dust whirlwinds - of the Rift Valley turn into rolling green hills divided into squares of people's farms.)


Tenwek!
(The hospital here has its own power station.  I am not entirely sure of the details, but I believe it is hydroelectric power, which gives power to the compound and hospital.  I do not yet have pictures of the hospital, which I will include in a future photo essay.)


I could write individual long segments on multiple things I've experienced so far but I've yet to read for tomorrow's cases so I will keep it to a bulleted list, again with unofficial commentary.  Expect a more expanded, long-form version of the some of the following items:
  • Living in the Tenwek Guest house
    • (I've my own room, which is quite nice)
  • Getting oriented at the hospital
    • (It's an impressive place!  5 ORs, multiple different wards, an ICU with ventilators, physical therapy, casualty/ER.)
  • Interesting cases and getting oriented to the surgery service
    • (Debridement then washout of the abdomen due to diffuse necrosis of the omentum and peritoneum of an unknown etiology in a 30 year old female; very puzzling, and very sad.  Failure of a skin graft on a woman who fell into a fire after having a seizure; she is an epileptic who does not take her medications with regularity.  An old man not getting a gastrojejunostomy due to severe malnutrition inability to tolerate the operation; the true cause: poverty.)
  • Working with the residents
    • (Tenwek is home to a general surgery residency program.  Even after spending a day working with them I can tell that they are an exceptionally well-trained, caring and compassionate, intelligent group.  One of the things I am most looking forward about the next four weeks is spending time with the residents.)
  • Getting to know the missionaries: meals at the Manchester's and Barbara's + friends
    • (I've been overwhelmed by the hospitality I've experienced here.  For lunch and dinner I was invited to people's homes where I received a delicious home-cooked meal and enjoyed conversation after dinner.  It is life as it should be lived: with others.)
  • Meeting other medical students
    • (There is Rony, from UMass, and Michael, from Germany.  Rony is interested in internal medicine and is spending quite a long time here at Tenwek.  Michael is interested in either pediatrics or general surgery and also happens to be a serious classical pianist!  We are planning on giving a joint concert for the missionaries here at some point, more details to follow!)
For this blog I will be including a section at the end every week where I just write what's on my mind, jumbled and rambling though it may be.  It may be related to Kenya, it may not.

(This portion of the blog will be my favorite to write.  It will focus not just on the what happened, but on the why and how I am experiencing what happened.  I've heard it said that many times people will not remember what you said, but how you make them feel.)   

On unofficial commentary:
During surgery bootcamp, a course that I took at Michigan during the month of February preparing us to be good interns come July, we had an exceptionally interesting session on conflict management a consultant who commonly works with healthcare professionals.  During the session she talked about the "two columns" of communication:  in the right column resides what is actually said in conversation; in the left column resides what people think and feel that causes them to actually produce speech to communicate these thoughts and feelings.  Depending on the situation, the person, the subject one may choose to reveal more or less of what is actually thought. 

It has been my experience that conversations revealing more of the lefthand column are somehow better: these conversations more clearly reveal our inner world to others.   They are also the most difficult to have, and many times cannot be had due to the person with whom we are talking, time becomes a limiting factor, or one decides that it is simply not worth the effort to explain what is truly going going on.

(Many times, too, there is a component of fear: what will happen if I really let people know what is going on?  Will they like me? Will they accept me?)


Through the writing of this blog it is one of my goals to try and muster up the courage to communicate some of my inner life, so that you might not only know what is happening here at Tenwek, but also what is going on inside my lefthand column.

Until the next time:

"BWANA akubariki na kukulinda,
BWANA akuangazie nuru ya uso wake na kukufadhili,
BWANA akugeuzie uso wake na kukupa amani."

(This is one of my favorite blessings, Num. 6:24-26.  It sounds even more beautiful in Swahili - it is a beautiful, almost musical, language.)

-John



Saturday, March 7, 2015

Takeoff!

As I write this I am sitting on the airplane that will take me from Detroit to Amsterdam.  From there, on to Nairobi, the Amani Guest House, and then Bomet!  If all goes to plan I will arrive in Bomet on Monday evening.

I am so excited to see what God has in store for these next couple of months!